a good day.
I used to blog on tumblr a lot but lately, I only reblog useless, cute pictures… HAHA I don’t know why but today, I feel like writing out my thoughts and feelings. For the first time in a really long time, I had a genuinely happy day. I didn’t do anything special or out of the ordinary; it was like every other day but I feel like I got so much accomplished. I realized this because I literally was doing stuff ALL day today, until now, where I’m just taking a little bit of “me” time before I go to bed and have to wake up in a few hours. I really don’t know why I feel so happy & giddy today but it really feels good. So I woke up this morning and got ready to meet up my friend from school. I took her to BWW for the first time and we straight up pigged out like to fat asian girls, no joke. But it was freakin delicious, and I seriously missed their Asian Zing chicken wingzzzzz… and then, I was supposed to meet up AOK, Sylvia & Jin at Tranquil Tea Lounge, but we ended up rescheduling. So instead, we just went to the pool to tan and chill. Boston really sucks the life out of my skin, such a shame. I didn’t really get to actually tan, but it really felt nice to just lay out in the warm sun, relax, and just talk to my friends about nothing. And then, we got hot and thirsty so Sylvia & I made a boba run to BobaYa for their $1 boba. I didn’t bring a change of clothes, so I went in my bikini and a coverup but everyone was still straight up staring at me with weird looks… but it’s chill. IDGAF. then we went back and Helen came for a while during her lunch break, with her hospital uniform on… LOL idk why but it just looked really funny on her and I couldn’t stop laughing. Anyways, it stopped being hot by then so we went back to AOK’s and decided to take her out for a little driving lesson cause that girl seriously needs to get her license… like… 10 years ago -.- Then, I went back home to eat dinner with my parents, for once. I got bored after so I decided to clean the house for my parents… cause my mom is a serious hoarder and I really can’t live in such a messy house-drives me freakin insane. So I legit spent like 4 hours cleaning and reorganizing my house… some people might think I’m crazy, but I love doing weird shit like that and it really relaxes me :] And then, while I was cleaning I found some old high school books that I really do not want (or need) to keep so I decided to see if I could sell them (so smart). But some of my books had a lot of notes in them… so I friggin spent like a good 3 hours just sitting there, erasing all my notes off these dumbass books… but w/e it’s chill I guess -______________- anyways, so that’s what my day consisted of, and though it was nothing special, I really really had a good day today.
One of my friends once said that “it’s the small things that count” and I really did not agree with him when he said that. And I remember we straight out had a debate about this… but over the past two years, coming back and forth from college, I realized that he’s 100% right. I’ve been starting to see my life in a different perspective, and things that used to be important to me have lost their meaning and vice versa. Life really is too short to be wasted on people who don’t belong in my life. I’ve spent too much of my past trying to please everyone else that I forgot about my own happiness, but it’s my time now.